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Not Sure

My family doesn’t go to church that much and I’ve never even been baptized. I always knew about Jesus and the Lord but not much detail about it. In middle school my mom got a new boyfriend and it felt like she abandoned me and then my dog died. I thought “why would God do this to me?” and started to doubt my belief in him. My friends all started to be atheists and I could see why. Then I went into a depression and started cutting myself. It became a routinely habit. Not long after that I had suicidal thoughts and attempts. I was thinking nothings going to change.

Then one of my friends was talking about a concert called winter jam and asked if I wanted to come. Her and her family went before and said it was a lot of fun so I tagged along. When I was there I heard a story about a girl who went through bout the same thing I am. The stories helped me realize maybe there is light at the end of the tunnel. I started to rethink the decisions I’ve made and decided to put a little more faith in the Lord to help me get through this.